
a catalogue of obsessions
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A scattered, unfinished sketch, not a manifesto, certainly not a polished self-portrait. Random by design, immature on purpose. Updated whenever something earns its place or quietly loses it.
Moonrise over the Sea · Caspar David Friedrich · 1822 · Alte Nationalgalerie, Berlin
01 · Philosophy I keep returning to.
Mind.
- Why people suffer·
- Whether meaning is discovered or invented·
- The line between good and evil·
- What makes a life worthwhile·
- Why some relationships survive and others don't·
- How much of personality is choice·
- What curiosity itself is
02 · Directors I rewatch on principle
Cinema.
- Stanley Kubrick·
- David Lynch·
- Studio Ghibli·
- Beautiful failures·
- Films that trust the audience
03 · Paintings & prose I live inside
Art.
- Northern Romantic painting·
- Caspar David Friedrich·
- Johan Christian Dahl·
- Moonlit landscapes·
- Shakespearean tragedy·
- Ballet, especially Swan Lake·
- Ruins reclaimed by nature·
- Lonely figures in vast landscapes·
- Storms at sea·
- Melancholy without despair
04 · Listening rooms in my head
Music.
- Classical, all of it·
- Progressive metal·
- Britpop·
- Garage rock revival·
- Moody Americana
05 · A dark, tailored world
Style.
- Oversized English trousers·
- Crisp dress shirts·
- Tall coats & capes·
- Eyes Wide Shut masks·
- Glasses, always·
- Artistic rings shaped like animals·
- Silver necklaces·
- Silver lapel pins & cufflinks·
- Victorian-patterned ties·
- Fedora hats·
- Textured leather belts·
- Wooden-soled leather shoes·
- Long boots·
- Raincoats
06 · How a room should feel
Space.
- Cozy, small, lived-in rooms·
- Patterned wallpaper·
- Warm yellow light·
- Victorian & Greek detailing·
- A real fireplace·
- Dark wooden doors·
- Archways instead of corners·
- Dark wood interiors·
- Worn leather·
- Indoor plants, everywhere·
- Paintings on every wall·
- Dead flowers in a vase·
- Patterned carpets·
- A big TV, sofa pulled close·
- A bed too big for the room·
- Candles & lanterns·
- Detailed spoons & utensils·
- A coffee corner·
- A shoe-shine corner·
- Windows onto trees & train tracks·
- Fallen leaves indoors·
- Easter eggs scattered through the room·
- Hand-painted appliances — fridge, TV, the lot·
- Floor-to-ceiling bookshelves·
- Wall-sized mirrors in the dressing room·
- A big mirrored bathroom·
- An oversized shower head·
- Libraries·
- Old train stations·
- Hotel bars at midnight·
- Rain against windows
07 · Foods that are worth the effort.
Food.
- Pancakes, flawless and faintly divine·
- Quzi, slow-cooked·
- Yalanji·
- Steak, rested·
- Risotto, done right·
- Penne arrabiata·
- Rocket (arugula) salad·
- Sushi·
- Sunflower seeds, by the bag
08 · What ends up in the glass
Drink.
- Cocktails, more or less all of them·
- Sex on the Beach, ordered without irony·
- Jägermeister, very cold·
- Beer, very cold·
- Iced V60·
- Peach iced tea·
- Black tea
09 · Engines worth the silence after
Road.
- Porsche 911 Turbo S·
- Aston Martin DB11·
- Ferrari 488 Pista
10 · Travel, weather, slight danger
Wander.
- Rain & thunderstorms·
- Solo travel, big cities·
- Nocturnal urban exploration·
- Secret European alleys·
- Arboreal retreats, off-map·
- Deep mountain hikes where no one has been
11 · A Greek-god frame, and tolerance for pain
Body.
- Inhuman training volumes·
- Endurance past the point of reason·
- Strength as a default state·
- Sitting in discomfort, on purpose·
- Breathing exercises·
- Streching & mobility·
- Balance·
- Meditation
12 · The software taste behind the day job
Craft.
- Total control over my stack·
- Linux, always·
- Suckless philosophy·
- Go, Rust, Svelte·
- Self-hosted everything·
- Sorting files and data like a maniac
I am worthy because I am curious, not because I am clever.